And then there are some other days.
Today was one of them. Nothing seems right, you feel lost, confused, hopeless, dejected, and as if the entire world is conspiring against you. Small things become irritating, big things bring despair. Just when you feel as if you could use some love and warmth in life, there seems to be none forthcoming. You feel you don't have
Just when you feel like having a having a really good conversation with someone, there is no one online. People are either wrapped up in their own problems, or worse still, simply don't understand nor care.
You feel like crying for no reason whatsover, and cannot because everyone around will pester you with a thousand questions, for which you have no answers.
Eating choocolate doesn't help, nor does thinking about having an entire cad b. (People who know me know that is really rare!)
And then you think, and you think some more, and realise that perhaps you are thinking far too much about yourself and being too selfish. And the day seems ten times as worse...
5 comments:
ok...i get the hint :P..
really sorry if i seemed to be insensitive [:(]
Manasi
Hormonal imbalance, nothing else... [:P]
M not making fun of what u just wrote. I'm serious, everyone keeps going through this phase again and again.
Nice way to force n number of people on a guilt trip :D
btw, am I supposed to say sorry as well?!
Noticed this:-
A place to capture my varying moods and thoughts.
So we have,
Just One of Those Days -- Despodent
Bigotry 1 -- Anger
Road Rage -- Intrigue
Coming .. -- Sad
Fatal Error -- Frustration
Stopping .. -- Contemplative :P
Me .. and a Poem -- Surprise ;)
Wonder whats next!?
I did not know you blogged too. And must say, very contemplative indeed :)
I feel plagued by this kind of sadism often during the monsoons. Maybe its just the season. Wait for the sun to come out :)
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