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Saturday, March 31, 2007

Me.. and a poem!!

I never ever thought in my wildest dreams that I could possibly write a poem, and one so serious at that! Again - as I said in my previous post - the exam effect!
Anyways here's the poem -


A hurricane…
Questions burst forth – and crowd the mind
No answers in sight
And we continue living, like we always did.

A heart-rending wail here, a brave smile there
Their positions – inexplicably interchanged
From there comes a realization…
Its pain for the other,
But for the first, a helpless curse of watching that pain.

We are so detached –
Is it hypocrisy? Indifference?
Neither! Claims the brain – and life goes on.
And yet, the mind falters…

Words spring forth where they never did
A different emotion –
Fear and apprehension, under the guise of nonchalance and a purported distance.
The brain claims to do its bit
For society, for family… for oneself?
And yet…

Other things claim precedence
Exams, submissions…
Things as mundane as lunch and the heat.
A deja-vu – of when ajoba died.
Random thoughts – some old, some new
The ability to forget, and get on with life
The same self doubts, the same questions.
The same tranquility?
Perhaps – says a small voice.

A new spring perhaps
Or a new appreciation of those perennial flowers.
A thankfulness – for the spring
And a hope – for the brave smile to persist.

Friday, March 30, 2007

On Exams and Creativity

I have been wanting to start a blog for ages and ages now, and when I finally do, its a day before my EME paper! This made me realise that
1. Exams bring our your creative side.
2. Everything apart from studying starts to appear enticing.
3. #2 happens with everyone, I suppose, but we give so many exams throughout the year that they have lost importance and I unlike others, indulge in all my whims and caprices a day before my papers.
4. This list can go on n on since I love making bulleted lists!!..

Why exams induce creativity is amply clear from the fact that yesterday at this same time, my head was brimming with stuff to write in this post, but post the last paper, I seem to have run out of words! I, who have never even come close to writing poems in my life wrote a very inspired and heart-felt one day before... On examining my diary yesterday, I realised that most of my entries have come during the exam. Stuff as diverse as playing the casio, sketching, dancing, all suddenly start seeming to be very very simple during exams.. but alas - the lack of time!

Moving on from exams to my blog, its simply a place where I will share my thoughts, feelings, issues close to my heart and stuff I find interesting. Thats all for now and I hope I will keep this place regularly updated.