Just One Of Those Days

There are some days, when you feel everything is going great, things could not have been better, and the smallest of things brings a smile on your face.
And then there are some other days.
Today was one of them. Nothing seems right, you feel lost, confused, hopeless, dejected, and as if the entire world is conspiring against you. Small things become irritating, big things bring despair. Just when you feel as if you could use some love and warmth in life, there seems to be none forthcoming. You feel you don't have friends, and no one has any time.
Just when you feel like having a having a really good conversation with someone, there is no one online. People are either wrapped up in their own problems, or worse still, simply don't understand nor care.
You feel like crying for no reason whatsover, and cannot because everyone around will pester you with a thousand questions, for which you have no answers.
Eating choocolate doesn't help, nor does thinking about having an entire cad b. (People who know me know that is really rare!)
And then you think, and you think some more, and realise that perhaps you are thinking far too much about yourself and being too selfish. And the day seems ten times as worse...